Week 50: Yearly Affirmation

December 16, 2010 at 7:16 (Uncategorized)

As the wedding creeps up on us and plans have yet to get off the ground, I am starting to freak out that things will never get done. We’re approaching the one year countdown date and I am overwhelmed at the amount of work that has to be accomplished in that time. Holy crap, holy crap, I’m going to plan the biggest moment of our lives on a shoestring budget, in this uncertain economy from a one-bedroom condo where all our stuff is crammed together, uninsured, averaging about 8 years old and falling apart? Am I really qualified to be a wife and mother?

And then I log on here and look at all the things I’ve written about over the past 50 weeks — all the things I’ve done and the changes I’ve set into motion in 2010. And I realize that I can do this. Look at all I’ve done in a year. I can do this, and everything will be OK when I do.